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Unreal

Just yesterday they placed you in my arms.

And, you were beautiful.

Everyone says that about their baby, but you were.

A living doll.

And, I loved you fiercely.

We've grown up together...you & me.

And, I have failed more times than not at this mothering thing. 

 I always thought there would be more time.

And, in a blink of an eye...you were woman.
 

And, I celebrate your beauty.
Your independence.
Your creativity.
 

And, I pray...
that you will see just how unique & talented you are.
A one-of-a-kind masterpiece.
Loved BEST by your CREATOR.
 

 And, I love you.
More than you will ever know.
Tears stinging my eyes as I type this.
Frustrated at my inability to weave words that would speak to it's depth.

And, I wish you JOY.

Not happiness which is based on the external.

But, JOY
that which is based on the INTERNAL.

May you live up to your name, Corinne Annelise.
Virtuous Maiden Consecrated by God.

May you SHINE.

May you find your worth in HIM!

May you find your JOY in HIM!

And, know that your mama loves you.